Saturday Aug 27 '05
somber, it’s pretty outside (11) 
)I’m sad today. Around 12 am last night Mike and I had this huge 3 hour fight. I don’t know~ He seems over it but I don’t feel right. I don’t feel “ok.” He’ll probably read this but oh well. I could go into all of it but mainly it’s the stress about moving. Well, his stress. I’m not scared about moving. I still am totally lost about what he was mad at last night. It’s so lose, lose. I tried not to even get involved in the fight and that didn’t work. Then I tried just sitting there and listening. But he blames me for everything, including stuff I don’t even know what he’s talking about! After 30 minutes of that I couldn’t take it anymore and started sobbing. He just kept on so I ended up extremely enraged. It was horrible.
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Jen @ 4:38 pm ; Saturday [url]
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Thursday Aug 25 '05
I guess I forgot. (14)
I drove to my parents’ today. I needed to get some bank stuff together from their deposit box and I needed to pick up my vanity for the move in a month. I also saw my grandparents. My grandfather got me a beautiful gold necklace with an anchor pendent from Kuwait. The anchor is a very personal symbol for both of us and it truly meant a lot to me. I have to say I was so stunned at the gift. No one has ever remembered things that meant a lot to me. When I was young I asked him why he wore the gold anchor all the time. Then for my confirmation I chose a symbol of an anchor. Now I too have this symbol to wear forever 
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Besides that the day was pretty odd. I don’t know. It’s not the same without Pookie there to visit . My Mom flipped out because I had forgot to mention that this was the last time I was visiting before I moved. I might not visit till next summer. I never visited often anyway!!!! But she just started weeping all over me. I was so…. out of my comfort zone because really I was SO excited to be moving and I wasn’t that upset because, like I said, I rarely visited anyway! They lived 2 hours away, I didn’t always drive home. So, I dunno, I’m an adult, boo-hoo-hoo. But I wasn’t mean about it. I just kept saying she made it sound like I was going off to die or something terrible. I know why she felt this way. I’m just saying a couldn’t relate. My Mom & I are complete opposites in everything we do.
Mike got me this >> useful, no? I owe him. Hahaha.
I have work tomorrow…. boooooooooo.
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