Monday May 22 '06

Why are men such fucking idiots??? (3)

I know what you’re thinking, What did Mike do now? After 5.5 years he still doesn’t get it that I’m EXTRA bitchy when I’m on my period. So any bitchiness that I do he takes personally and wants to start World War III with it. I feel like shit today. I’ve been on my period for 9 fucking days and today I feel so awful that I’m taking off work. While I’m trying to call my boss Mike is cleaning dishes. It’s SO loud. So after I’m done I go out there and say, “Could you BE any louder!?” I then went to lie down. Well, instead of brushing it off as PMS Mike decides to make this a case of YOU NEVER APPRECIATE ME!!!

Holy fuck, so at 8 am I’m having this huge fuckin’ fight where I’m being told that I need to apologize and understand how HE feels. Oh yea…. HE’S the one that needs UNDERSTANDING right now. Even though I’ve been on the phone since 7:30am trying to get a hold of my boss. We have to call and SPEAK to our boss if we’re out. Well, I gave up and broke policy and left him a message instead, so yes, I’m on edge already.

Anyway, Mike sucks and I’m sick of his shit. OOOOOOOOOOOH, not to mention yesterday we had a fight too where I said I would stop taking his reactions to some of my jokes less personally and understand that he’s irritated by other things. Oh yes…. Oh yes…. You see, I feel like I really work at this. I honestly understood what I needed to do yesterday and I will realize the whole picture, but GOD FORBID IT BE THE OTHER WAY AROUND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck!!!!!! He loves to say I make it all about me, but I think he’s got the same fuckin’ issues.

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10:40 am updated/edit
Mike just came home on break & brought me a big bag of cotton candy & said he knows I don’t feel good and I did nothing wrong. I’m glad he’s not mad at me anymore & maybe he realized it’s his turn to let stuff go.