Tuesday Jul 25 '06
Happy Birthday, time to grow up. (13) 
It’s my little sis’s 15th Birthday today. Herzlichen Glückwunsch zum Geburtstag! It’s funny how different she is at 15 and where the family is now compared to where I and my family were when I was 15. I envy her…, truly.
So, not to jinx myself but I’m the happiest I’ve been in months. I don’t mean just today, I mean for the past few weeks. I know, 3 bad/tough days in a row… but that’s nothing to me. It’s just a bad streak & I know that, of course. What I’m referring to is me, as a person, since moving here. It was what I wanted when I first moved here, but the whole living situation (cough, roommate, cough) made the relationship between Mike and I so, so hard. As “drama-queen” as this sounds, we almost broke up about 3 times. When I say almost, I mean tears and conversations like, “Who should move out?” … sigh. It was hard. And yet I talk about it like it’s nothing anymore.
I’m happy again. I know we don’t have any “relationship” problems. We have our life to ourselves. We’re just doing great. And honestly, I just think the cliche’, “It’s not you it’s me” line over and over. Because it WAS just me. I couldn’t deal with everything new. No family, no real friends, no knowledge of the area… new job… I couldn’t deal with that PLUS other drama and I pushed it all onto our “relationship.”
Anyway. BLAH BLAH BLAH I felt like blogging all this and so… I did:calmair:
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Monday Jul 24 '06
The WORST day (13)
I am more surprised than anyone at the fact that today, Monday, blew harder than any other day. I don’t even want to begin listing the wretched things that befell me and my loved ones right now. All I know is I’m now fat on late night donuts and I’m going to be tired tomorrow. It’s not the end of the world, but this… this has to be the end of the bad days. It just has to be.
So instead. Read about my new husband (JUST KIDDING, JUST KIDDING!) and browse lovely stationery.
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