so tired

I’m getting tired at 7:00 PM still, but I’m staying up late to finish a few things. New layout! I put up last year’s Christmas layout for about 6 hours or so. After I stopped trying to make a new Christmas layout I actually put something together I rather like.. EMI-ちゃん！！

I sent out all Xmas gifts Saturday. I spent $80.00 in shipping costs! Seriously! Next year, people in my family are ALL getting light and tiny things. I just REALLY hope they send me gifts this year. I just don’t see it happening. My Mom won’t get to the post office before the last shipping date or… she won’t go at all and will just send a card. She’s really not that dependable for those kinds of things. I will feel TOTALLY unloved from it too. It’s bad enough I’ll be alone here for Xmas (cept for Mike of course, har har.)

A g irl at Fan Club always asks if I’ve folded all my cranes and wish boats yet. I bought quite a few, but every time I go in and she’s working she asks… and I say “no.” I know it sounds dumb… but I’d like to say “no, why don’t you help me?!” I want friends so badly it’s pathetic (=___=). My old friends from Mississippi aren’t calling or emailing me anymore. I can’t call them because Verizon fucked our phone last week. First we went 2 days without a dial tone. Then the DSL got messed up even though it’s through AT&T, and now our caller ID & Long Distance isn’t working and we’ve been calling them for 3 days. They have NOOOOOO clue they said and want to charge us $90.00 so they can come look in our apartment for the problem.

posted at 10:03 pm ; Monday   

1. Lorik said,

   December 12, 2005 @ 10:53 pm

   man…what’s up with phone companies…they always do this! I hope you’ll hear from your friends soon ~ haha very cool layout ^__^

2. Midori said,

   December 12, 2005 @ 11:01 pm

   Oo, I want to see some Christmas layout, I didn’t see any! It’s graced with beauty!
   Geez, in JUST shipping?? That’s so much!! That’s very unconsiderate of your muzzer. :’(
   Well…it seems fine if maybe you get to be friends with the employee. Sounds cool!
   Hope your MS friends contact you soon.

3. Aimee said,

   December 13, 2005 @ 1:35 am

   All I know is that I hate phone companies. With a passion. In fact, I just have a cell phone. I got no phone since the only phone company available here is having an eternity long hate relationship with my parents’ phone company, so if I phone them they will charge me more than it would be to call most places oversea. And we live in the same country!!! As for friends, I know what you mean. I’ve moved so many times and seen the backside of so many friends. It sucks making new ones, but you can do it!

4. lain said,

   December 13, 2005 @ 1:36 am

   aww =( ~~ i feel so bad as your friend that im not around as much~ =( if we lived near each other, we can hang out EVERYDAY and we can talk while i do my sinusoidal graphs har har~ but yeah, in terms of being a friend, i am pretty dependable, just not about other things. im sorry since i am so effing busy and it’s the teachers favult for assigning HUGEEE projects due one day bfore the break but yeah i am in over my head cause i am doing really bad in school too. i am guessing fan club is a store? u should make friends with that girl =) it’ll be easy? i don’t know, cause i’ve never made friends with a girl in a store except once since he got scared and yeah ahahha o____o;; but yeah good luck with verything, maybe u’ll find lots of new friends at Work?! hpefully, have a great day~

5. Jennifer said,

   December 13, 2005 @ 3:39 pm

   Yah, I was wondering what was going on w/ the layouts, haha, I say the xmas one and then a few minutes later this one appeared…love it though!! ^-^ You should just ask her, she sounds interested since she keeps asking everytime you come in. Just go for it!!! I hope your parents sent something..I’ll be mailing yours soon. XD

6. Leanne said,

   December 13, 2005 @ 5:47 pm

   very cute and sweet layout. gar.. stupid phone companies, there always seems to something wrong with them. hopefully everything gets fixed soon.

7. Jen said,

   December 14, 2005 @ 12:57 am

   Such a simple and cute layout Sorry to hear about your phone company. They can really suck. Hope the problem will be solved soon!

8. Aleida said,

   December 14, 2005 @ 1:53 pm

   Lovely clean layout I would like to make some new friends too, especially since most of the people at college I know are in Japan right now *sigh* So at times it get’s a little lonely in Leiden. I’m lucky I go home every weekend, spend time with my family. I hope things work out with the phone and you have a very sweet Xmas together with Mike.

9. name said,

   December 14, 2005 @ 5:58 pm

   very soothing layout! :]

10. sleepii said,

    December 14, 2005 @ 8:40 pm

    Woah, your layouts are always so damn CUTE.

    Shipping is such a damn bizatch…oy. I hate having to go to the PO but since I sell things, it’s difficult not to. Waah! I sent you a card yesterday T^T Don’t feel sad….

    Phone companies are the new thieves of this world. Bastards always lookin for something to charge/invoice you with. Punks >__>

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