Just when I was feeling better….

I’ve been dealing with new shit about every week. You know, that thing that happened October 9th. Then last weekend someone stole our pumpkins off our patio. The ones we picked at the patch. Then tonight our upstairs neighbor threatened my poor baby’s life & so I got terrified & called the cops while she was all up in his face. She had been stompin & bangin shit around for 5 hours straight! For over a month this has been happening & we’ve said nothing!! He was going to ask her kindly (like we have before) to kind of tone it down. Anyway. She, on some sort of obvious roid rage, flew off the handle and her boyfriend was holding her back from physically attacking Mike.

I’m so sick of this apartment!!!!! Luxary my ass! We pay SO much to live in this nice place & within a month it’s turned into some sort of scary ghetto! I want a FUCKIN’ HOUSE SO BADLY. So badly I cry. My emotions are so fragile right now. I’m having all this trouble at work with contract changes and health care issues. Getting set up to buy a house in an insanely high market is stressful. We’re looking at moving further away adding hours to me commute, which I don’t WANT to have to do. But we have about a year left on our lease, but we’re wanting to move out in spring anyway!

I just feel so alone right now. I just want to feel safe and happy again. I know I can. I know my environment won’t change, so I just have to find a way to deal. And every time I think I do (Like today, I was actually not feeling so down for once,) something pushes me 10 steps back .

posted at 10:22 pm ; Thursday   

1. Meru said,

   October 26, 2006 @ 10:31 pm

   Oh my God. That sounds really awful.. I’m so sorry you have to go through all that, Jen!!! You and Mike deserve way better and it’s a shame your safe apartment is changing so fast.

   House shopping is such a pain Ours got forclosed so now we have to start all over again. Why must everything be so outrageous and expensive???

2. lisa said,

   October 26, 2006 @ 11:09 pm

   I feel a little weird deciding to say hello on such a downer post, but I’ve been reading your blog for a little while. I think your old scanning site attracted me, so hello!

   Anyways, would you ever consider trying to move to a different apartment?

3. Lorik said,

   October 26, 2006 @ 11:33 pm

   ughh…im that all this crap is happening…;____; crap sucks!
   Why would they steal your pumpkins??? that’s just sad…And that lady needs some help…mike should have slapped her in the face ^________^
   you guys will be fine~ you will find the perfect home one day ^_________^ im sure of it!

4. dayze-estelle said,

   October 27, 2006 @ 12:39 am

   i hope your apartment issue will be solved real soon, hun

   an ice-cream would probably make you happy

5. Thao said,

   October 27, 2006 @ 2:08 am

   Gosh, that’s so awful that someone stole your pumpkins. And all this mess with your apartment neighbors. It’s so horrible. What in the world is wrong with that girl? Jeez, some people are just so mean and selfish to not care about other people.

   I’m sorry you have to deal with that mess and that you feel so alone, but you have Mike and he sounds like a great guy. You might not like your environment, but maybe you can go spend your time elsewhere during most of the time. Perhaps the park or the library. Some place to give you space from your neighbor.

   Well, I really don’t know… I hope everything will work out for the better. Take care.

6. emi said,

   October 27, 2006 @ 7:04 am

   I know how you feel about wanting your own house so badly… And fu[…]ing neighbors, they can never leave us alone. I hope things are gonna clear up for you. Be strong! xoxo

7. michan said,

   October 27, 2006 @ 9:26 pm

   How horrible of them. We got this family upstairs that makes a whole lot of weird bumping and thumping at strange hours. It’s maddening most especially when I’m trying to study (that is, if ever I feel the need to study—my brother gets the butt of it since he studies every night). Doesn’t your apartment association have rules for those things? Domestic disturbance charges, warnings and then they’re asked to leave and such?

   I hope things work out better for you soon. If not, I think it’s best to look for a real estate agent. *hugs* ジェンさんファイト！！

8. susan said,

   October 27, 2006 @ 9:54 pm

   yay!, you’re back..and im sorry about your horrible neighbours and all the other unfortunate events..things will get better soon….fighto!~

9. Jenn~ said,

   October 27, 2006 @ 10:26 pm

   Ah, I was hoping that things were going better for you. Sorry it ’s still the same BS and that you have to deal with a pyshco b!tch neighbor. =____=;

   Maybe you should “get away” for the weekend and relax with out all that madness going on around you.

10. Karen said,

    October 27, 2006 @ 10:32 pm

    Poor Jen..I sorry to hear about all those unhappy things Having that kind of neighbor is very annoying. I hope she realizes what she’s doing. Don’t be upset…It seems a lot of people are having tough days recently. Hope you feel better soon!

11. Sasha said,

    October 27, 2006 @ 10:43 pm

    wtf is wrong with people??? jeez. your neighbor sounds like quite a bitch! You definitely did the right thing in calling the cops… keep a record of her shit just in case you need it in the future. When people are mean to me, I sign them up for spam. Or junk mail. Yes, I’m immature, but….. (secret) vindication!!

    I hope it gets better for you soon You can make it!!

12. YoLei said,

    October 28, 2006 @ 12:33 pm

    That’s so horrible. I hate dealing with new shit every week also. People stealing things and starting up problems. So fed up with them. A house will actually be better, so hopefully you’ll move out pretty soon.

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