farewell
Wednesday September 22, 2004
September’s CUTiE finally arrived, however, it will be the last one I’ll get. Why? Well, Mike was talking to Amazon.com about how they have the wrong price and wrong issue numbers listed for the CUTiE subscription. The person we spoke to before said he could refund us the difference of only getting 12 issues instead of the listed 26 issues amazon.com had charged us for. Well, the guy we were talking to NOW instead called us up and left a message saying that he refunded us 103$ and cancelled our subscription altogether.
Mike called back to talk to him because I was obviously upset about that and didn’t want it cancelled. Well, the people at Amazon.com said it was too late and once it’s been cancelled there’s nothing they can do about it.
So of course I was totally pissed. I only got half of my subscription and I was always looking forward to the next months (esp. Winter ones) and now I could look forward to NOTHING. It was my birthday gift and now it’s like someone just yanked it away from me. It was the one thing I wanted SO SO bad. To make it worse Mike got pissed at me for being upset & said the stupid magazines were more important to me than he was. Where he got that idea I have NO clue. Probably pulled it out of his ass like most of his moronic rantings about how I feel which I realize he has no idea how I feel most of the time these days.
I need a break. Today has been so bad. The police report of the car accident was ALL wrong and now we think the guy that hit us falsified all his documentation. His Insurance agency doesn’t even have the guy on file for crying out loud! Plus they put my last name as Mike’s on the report and we had to get that changed up along with our address & whatnot.
I’m disappearing for a while. Lately I feel like life is a dream, that nothing is real, that this Earth is not what it seems. I’m not unhappy to be honest. I feel like I’ve put off this growing up shit for too long. I feel jaded with everything, I feel like I’m ignoring myself and my personal growth. I feel like I need a break from the drama that isn’t mine and to focus on myself. I feel like I’m ranting like some spaced out crack-whore.
I was actually going to depart today anyway, the CUTiE thing just gives me once last thing to rant about. I have an exam in a few hours. I probably won’t study like always. I’ll probably get a C or worse.
There’s more in my life than I share. There’s things about me my online life ignores. It’s always nice not to share all of yourself, b/c I feel I’d get lost in the fake world of Internet protocols if I did so. My life…. is good, right now. I know that 100%. It’ been so bad at times, times before I ever logged on or even owned this blinking box.
I’ll stop the insanity now, I’ll see ya when I see. Who knows, this could only last a day, or a week.
18 Responses to “farewell”
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I hope you feel better and get everything sorted out okay. I understand the need to go away for a bit.
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Amazon .. they’re horrible people! EEP. I’m sorry, Jen. Although I’m not online when you’re at work, I’m still here to rant to! ^_^ Going away for the two months was actually very nice. My life seemed a bit happier despite the whole hating the new place thing.
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im sorry you had a a bad day. and I really do hope everything gets straightened out and is normal. amazon.com are morons for not being able to get you all of your issues. Sometimes it helps to get away for a while, it clears your head. take care ^_____^
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Aww nooo! :( Is there any way you could resubscribe?
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Yeah, definetly take some time to regroup. Everyone needs a break every now and then and you sound like you’re ready to burst at the seems (or that’s the impression I got). I hope you have a restful break. ^_^
If you ever decide to try the subscription again I suggest http://www.fujisan.com I’ve never had a problem getting my magazines from them on time and they charge by the issue I believe. -
sad to hear ;_; but maybe you’ll enjoy the time off from the wired. ^__^ have a good time off and i’ll talk to u on MSN + letters n stuff~ hehe~ hope u come back soon! and amazon is going on my black list >E
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oohh dearr =/ ur last subscription of cutie? how can amazon just cancel ur subscription like that?! how gaayyy!!! and sorry to hear about yooh and mike getting iffy about the whole thing =/ is it possible to just re-subscribe? … i hate when life feels really unrealistic, because of all the unorthodox happenings around you… thats how i felt a few days back, everything was just going WRONG and i thought.. is this all real?! hmmm =/ its good to not reveal EVERYTHING about your life on the net for all to see i guess =X just keep smilin jen =D things will be fineee
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It’s sad to hear, how your day has been. It’s horrible what Amazon did, I hope that you find a differen’t site/place to get your magazines from. Atleast you got your money back. I’m really sorry to hear about Mike, hopefully everything will become better soon.
The guy from the car accident is horrible for makeing up lies, I hope that they find him, some how.
I hope, I really do, that we can talk again soon. But I’d have to agree with the enties above my own, that some times, you just need a break. You are always welcome to e-mail me with anything. -
Awwe, no way~that was so horrible of Amazon to cancel your subscription, sorry you feel so bad about it and everything else pissing you off. ;_; A break is just what you need, so, I hope you’re feeling better soon, it might just be a temporary where you just feel really down, but come back when you’re feeling completely better and not a moment sooner ^_^
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i have never delved too deep into my personal life online. i don’t feel comfortable sharing that with everyone.
have a fun holiday away from the net….and come back one day :)
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Oh no!! No more cutie ;__; Aw, why did that guy have to screw everything up… :( I was kind of looking forward to October cutie scans too since this band i really really like (Asian kung fu generation) was going to be in cutie i think… oh well… maybe there’s other places for cutie?
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evil amazon. x.x that sucks.. poo. ;-; dont leave us~ :’(
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Hey! Long time no talk.. hmm, school?! It’s a hectic! lol, trust me, haha i have like 8 courses for hwk! v.v hope ill survive!! hehehe.. thanks for your comment! I haven’t been able to check out my site for quite awhile lol.. just came by today as of my first blog date.. hehe, anyways glad you stopped by and now your recieving another comment ^_^ glad i could comment! Missed everyone lol.. anyways.. ill see ya soon!
How is your school/strike going? -
I’m in the same boat as you, so I feel your pain. :\ Hope things get better for you!
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Hey Jennifer,
How’s it going? It’s been a while since I talked to you. I was just wondering what kind of script you use to create your website? Other than that, whats been going on? Its good to read that you and Mike are still together. Well hopefully I will be able to talk to you later. Thanks. -
Poor Jen! ;-; I’ve had a rough week, too (got in a car accident myself, in fact and the girl’s dad cancelled her insurance -_-). I hope things get better for you soon. Sorry about your CUTiE mags, too ;-;
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Couldn’t you just get a new subscription? then you wouldn’t miss any upcoming issues…?
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OMG! How could they do that to you X( I can’t believe the guy just cancelled your subscription w/o consulting with you first >_< *hugs* And it’s even more absurd how the guy who hit you would make up false stories. That’s just freaken wrong! I hope everything will work out for you soon…um…I really wish you didn’t have to leave us ^^; but everyone needs a break. I can understand why you want to do this. So do take care and hope to see you online soon! *waves*