rainy days, I used to love you

Monday January 31, 2005   

What a day! The positive that happened was this “freakin’ ” awesome layout! Hahahaha. I kinda threw it together on a sugar high @ work. I’m going through a cluttered~funky background phase I guess.

Besides that & the lovely, but nonstop rain, everything today went CRAPPY. The cable bill was due today and I forgot to pay it =___=;;. It’s not the ONLY thing I’ve been forgetting lately. I gotta wake up SUPER early to drop it off tomorrow before my classes begin.

Remember my professor/advisor who never responded to my panic email about my classes? I finally got him to schedule an appointment with me (wasn’t easy!). It was for 3:00 today. Well, I waited for over an hour and the ass NEVER showed! This is SO important to me! I need my forms for graduation and Senior Project! And he doesn’t seem to care that it’s not EASY for me to make time. @$$!

Last night @ 12 am my neighbors starting blaring their TV. I could easily still hear it even with my TV loud and earplugs in. Well, it’s STILL on. I hate them, I SERIOUSLY hate them. Who DOESN’T get that when you hear pounding 3 times in a row super loud from a neighbor it means you’re being a loud-mother-fucker and you need to turn your shit down! MORONS! I’d call, but I know management wouldn’t come out in the rain to tell them to “be quiet.”

I know I’ll die @ 30 from self-induced stress…

I feel paranoid & ignored. I don’t understand people who get mad at you for no reason and don’t tell you, they just ignore you, then when you’re being your nice, usual self and do something sweet for them or give them something, they are all nice again to you. Seems shallow doesn’t it?

I got to take an hour out and talk to my best oldest bud Anna. GOSH, I feel bad for having ZERO time to call her. She’s busy with just school too, so I guess it’s all cool ;D.

I’m rambling because I’ve got butt-loads of shit to do tonight. SIGH.

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