healing… slowly

I’m slowly coming to terms with everything. I don’t know. Just feels SO lonely still. I don’t want to talk about it really right now~

New layout is up. I don’t like it really. Not happy with it because it was rushed. I did it during finals week and am just putting it up to change the “place.” I wanted to make a Pookie tribute layout, but, it’s a little hard for me to see her pictures. I had a dream the other night. I kept seeing Pookie and the minute I turned and looked at her she’d disappear because I’d think “what are you doing here!?” So, in my dream I had to focus really hard and not think about how she wasn’t supposed to be there so I could actually hold her & pet her. I actually got to hold her and be with her one last time in my dreams. ~~~~~

Okay~ so what am I up to now that’s Uni is over? Sending letters, and applying for new jobs so I can move out of this hick town.

POST SENT TO:
Susan, Lorik, Minny, Amber, Miyu, Meru, Lain, …. um, I think that’s it. I don’t know, I went to the post about 3 times this week with a few more to come~

Thank you for the helpful comments Jennifer & jennifer & Livv & Lorik & Peach & Aimee & Alondra & Emma & Winniey & Lelah & LittleStar24 & Meru & Aleida & Billie & zap & Reiko & Joanna & lain & minnymiss & Leanne & coco & juley & kamille & tuan & mango & Jen

Mike finally bought a DS. I’m adoring it! Pac Pix is so cool!!!!!!! I’m addicted! To see my drawings come alive & eat things is bliss. Also got Kirby Canvas Curse (LOVE IT!) and the Mario 64 bundle. Mike says it’s great *I know the original was ;D* and he says this version is new enough to make it enjoyable again. I’ve yet to play (it’s his & he’s hogging it.)

posted at 12:17 am ; Monday   

1. zap said,

   August 8, 2005 @ 1:05 am

   damn Jen… what a lovely dream ;D, your layout is very bright! but I guess everyone needs that nice cheery over the top happy buzz, im just glad its coming from you! the Ds is cool.. and addicting> mucho love coming your way

2. Vicki said,

   August 8, 2005 @ 2:06 am

   You’re never lonely Jen, you have your faithful bloggers! I do like your layout though. They’re usually simple but nice. Get out of hick town you don’t belong there. You need to be in a place where you can easily get ur azn! You make the DS sound cooler, makes me want to buy it right now if I were rich XD! Oo, don’t forget that I received a box in the mail.

3. Aleida said,

   August 8, 2005 @ 11:28 am

   They say dreams help you get over things in real life Although it was a quick one, your layout looks sweet. Goodluck with applying for new jobs! *ganbatte ne*

4. Livv said,

   August 8, 2005 @ 11:40 am

   I always think your layouts are gorgeous, no matter what you say! Good luck and finding a new job~ I should be doing the same… Hurrah for DS!

5. minnymiss said,

   August 8, 2005 @ 2:15 pm

   YAY!

6. Rin said,

   August 8, 2005 @ 7:48 pm

   Love the layout. :3 Pretty and simple. :3 And good luck ith the job hunting!

7. Lorik said,

   August 8, 2005 @ 9:03 pm

   hmm..you don’t like this layout that much?? I really like it! It’s very refreshing and clean and i feel very positive and content when I look at it. We are here for ya anytime Jen..so don’t feel lonely.

8. sumoni said,

   August 8, 2005 @ 11:21 pm

   I like it. It reminds me of wind chimes for some reason…uh, *laughs nervously*

9. Joanna said,

   August 8, 2005 @ 11:28 pm

   I like this layout, but i always like your layouts ;; It just seems so serene {is this a word..? it just popped into my head @_@} and it makes me feel all nise and calm inside I’ve had dreams like that, where you see a loved one whose gone, not meaning to bring up the sad topic or anything It’s just good that you haven’t forgotten. Okay now take care and smile

10. kamille said,

    August 9, 2005 @ 12:45 pm

    your boyfriend should invest in a psp. there is a game called Lumines i think you’ll love… i jst thought i should mention. and i like your new layout

11. Reiko said,

    August 9, 2005 @ 4:56 pm

    I like the rainbow effect on the picture Even if it was a rushed layout, ti’s still really pretty. Lol I thought Kirby Canvas Curse is a cute game, but I haven’t played it. Have fun with your games ;

12. juley said,

    August 9, 2005 @ 7:12 pm

    goodluck on finding a jobb hun! it’s hard. .but you’ll make it.

13. Karen said,

    August 9, 2005 @ 8:58 pm

    this layout is really nice and calm. :3 ♥ i like it. goodluck with job searching, i hope you get one in MD so I can show you lotte! Hehe. DS is awesome.

14. Shoda said,

    August 15, 2005 @ 2:04 pm

    Ooh! A DS! You should get Nintendogs too! Nintendogs.com

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