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Tuesday, November 15th, 2005 | 12 Comments 
My job is great, though I’ve yet to actually start on projects thanks to the government’s need to background check you all the way back to fuckin’ preschool (or so it seems.) Monday was awesome, everyone’s super nice and witty. Today sucked. It sucked because of paperwork that is still getting sorted. I’m having a bullshit of a time getting my clearance to get a pass into my building. In October “Homeland Security” decided that getting building clearance into government buildings should be like pulling teeth. Painful and long T_T. So I’m EXTREMELY frustrated with that right now. I hate having to have people come down and sign me in just so I can go to work. It wastes their time and mine. Plus many people get in later than I do and are having to come in early JUST to sign me in. I feel so bad!!!!
So whatever, … I really wish I was in a better mood today. Things went bad from the moment I got ready this morning, when my hairdryer broke and DAMNIT, I was supposed to go get one after work!!! DAMNIT. Too late now! I can’t even risk not having a spot to park when I come home since Mike gave Mart my fucking garage key again and I have to park on the street tonight. Stupid asshole should buy his own damn fuckin’ garage key and stop getting to use mine. [[yes, I’m in a sour mood.]] But I’m also in a very… fragile mood. My life (not work) is getting to me. Things are not right. I can’t seem to make them right. I’m such a burden sometimes. Mike is miserable with me, I know he is. We are going through the same shit, yet, we can’t seem to connect through that. It’s both our faults, but we just keep distancing each other from the pain we feel. That’s so stupid. It’s so obvious. But it’s easier to say what should be done than actually getting it into motion. I’ve tried talking, but it doesn’t work. He’s not letting me in. I’m getting frustrated. I don’t know…
So I got a few things for my work desk, [[sorry no pictures]]. Midori, they had crane eggs in! Pastel and glow-in-the-dark papers for them. I bought another pack of wish boats though, I just love them and since I work for NOAA, I’m going to buy a jar and fill it with just wish boats for work!! FUN FUN!
Now I’m off to finish my 8 page form background check where I must list the places I’ve lived within the past 5 years giving a verification contact person that knew me while living there and that is also STILL living there. …. WHAT!??? I hate this crap =_______=;;.
Leanne sleepii Brittany Lorik Winniey Livv Lydia Jen lain Jennifer … thanks!
Jenny posted at 8:19 pm ; Tuesday
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Jenny
Oh, I’m first,
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Aww, sorry to hear about the not-so-good things that’s bringing you down today. :( I hope things go better tomorrow and stay that way.
Today you made me smile when I got your letter. I literally read it while I was driving to the store, haha. Don’t worry, Kaylie is unharmed!!
Hopefully Mike and you will work things out and everything will be dandy once again.
GOOD LUCK tomorrow.
PS: Forgot to mention my site is down for some unknown reason…hopefully it will be up soon….It’s making me mad,
hhe. ^0^
Wow, the gov’t sucks in a lot of ways *GLARE* and whatnot but glad to hear that the job is going well so far. Terrible paperwork o__o Wow, why the hell would they have to check EVERY place you lived? That’s ridiculous @_@
Ooh have fun with filling your desk! ^^ Gives you an excuse to buy more cute things ^^
The government is so paranoid. I agree with you entirely~ it must be so frustrating! I’m sorry to hear about you and Mike. I hope things work out for you 2. It seems like you’ve been having a hard time getting through to each other lately… Just hang in there!!
Oh man. Paper work totally sucks. I hope you will get through them w/o having a mental meltdown ^^ Hope things will get settled down for you soon! Take care, Jen
Geez that sounds painfully hard on the brain! Hurray for crane eggs! I have to learn how to actually make them..
That’s insane!
I never knew that they would ask for so much information. I understand that its a government work area but still. It’s like they want to know EVERYTHING that has to do with you. And I mea EVERYTHING!!
I hope soon all the paper work will be over with.
I do hope things with Mike get better. It’s hard..try to think positive. It helps.
Im glad you 1st day went well thou! Good job!
Feel better soon!!
lol wah everything sounds so stressful! >__< I hope everything works out...lol, that's crazy how they wanna know all that information too >__
Ai all that paperwork truly sounds like a pain
I hope things go better with Mike - ganbatte kudasaiiii 
government work is good since pay is good and it’s relatively easy (?) i don’t kow..but it seems =*( but people are so suspicous of you at govt’ work..likt ur gonna over throw aT ANY TIME!! which where u work has nhtn to do with the actual gov’t..
talk about being picky. the security thing is just gone overboard. 0.o” a list of where you have lived for the last 5 years with proof?! aiya~ =_=” just think of it this way, it’s all going to be over soon and it may benefit for future things. most first few days of “whatever” tend to be bad.
man…paperwork is the worse…reminds me of college applications ;___; i hope that after you get settled into your new job, that you guys will be able to talk to each other and understand each other. You guys have gone throught a lot these couple of months…so just give it some time. Take care Jen~