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New Look! After so long too .

I really need to vamp this B2 posting area from super summer-ish to something more winter.

I act like school controls my life, but reality, I’ve barely done an ounce of work for school. My grades are slipping & Mike blames himself. Not b/c he hogs my time (he’s rarely even there), but b/c of all the changes coming he thinks I can’t concentrate on school. Maybe true?

Hum, I’ve been in a depression for the past 3 months. I can pin-point the moment it started. No one wants to hear about how you’re down though, so I don’t talk about it here or even offline at all. Sigh, just trying to “ride it out” but I’m started to get weary from waiting it out & holding it in.

Why does life suck, even when it’s going good? :3
Don’t worry bout me, I’ll be fine. I still have happiness & I’m not a “danger to myself.”

I hope everyone’s Thanksgiving went well! Mine was great! Pookie says Hello!

posted at 2:34 am ; Saturday   

1. augusto said,

   November 27, 2004 @ 2:58 am

   dude. neko mag, all the damn way. hahaha.

2. Jenny said,

   November 27, 2004 @ 3:46 am

   hey jen! xD what a cute new layout i looooovee stars! heehhe, love stars veddy much omgg… school is just fully consuming my life right now! SO MUCH WORK!

3. chiaki said,

   November 27, 2004 @ 4:07 am

   aww your cat is so kawaii! *melts* i

4. Allison said,

   November 27, 2004 @ 1:30 pm

   Of course people want to hear about it.. Friends should - unless they aren’t really friends. Also counselors, psychologists and psychiatrists would like to hear it too - as its their job to make it better. Talk about what you want on your journal - you never know how much it may help you. I talk about my depression al lthe time and people have been nothing but supportive and helpful in helping me get back on my feet!

5. Lydia said,

   November 27, 2004 @ 1:53 pm

   meow! pookie is cute! it’s sad that I don’t have a cat. I have Ari, but Ari isn’t mine. x_x

   depression? that surprises me b/c you really don’t look like that. I have depessive moments by time and I do write it in my Livejournal. it doesn’t help to improve my situation, but at least I know that there are friends caring for me. strangely I feel the same like you. I think that school and work eat up too much time, but in reality it isn’t. I can’t concentrate on school either, don’t even ask when I’ll be finish with it… *headaches*

6. Kristin said,

   November 27, 2004 @ 2:48 pm

   Pretty stars!

7. Lorik said,

   November 27, 2004 @ 7:23 pm

   Maybe it would help if you did write about. Aww…pookie is very cute ^______^

8. Kim said,

   November 27, 2004 @ 8:27 pm

   I hate homework with a passion. Gotta get our lives together =]

9. Jennifer said,

   November 27, 2004 @ 9:55 pm

   i hope you start to feel better, my Thanksgiving was good, too.

10. Yuki said,

    November 27, 2004 @ 10:01 pm

    Hi Hi! You are slightly like me, school seems to take up a lot of my time, but really, I get distracted by the internet, and end up hardly finishing my homework. But don’t worry, you’ll get your grades up soon, you just have to concentrate.
    I hope you feel better from your depression soon, but you seem to be alright at the moment. Though you shouldn’t keep everything inside, it can sometimes only make things worse, a small rant on the internet or to a friend may actually solve the problame, or at least lighten the feeling… or so I’ve heard.
    Cute Kitttyyy~!
    Well, bye bye, and good luck with your transformation from summer-like feel to winter-like feel!

11. Carolyn said,

    November 27, 2004 @ 10:49 pm

    Hopefully you can get your grades back up soon in time.. *hugs*

12. lain said,

    November 28, 2004 @ 12:30 am

    hahah so cute pookie *pokes* i hope ur feeling better, maybe there’ll be a surprise that’ll make u happy soon?

13. Rebecca said,

    November 28, 2004 @ 7:02 pm

    pookie looks possessed in that picture ahahah xD

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