sudden news

I just found out a person I dispise is now attending my college *dies*. Its this girl who I used to be best friends with. Well, we had a common friend, and when me and that friend had a fight, this girl took the friends side. We “suddenly” drifted apart (in her mind I hear.) Actually, she wasn’t a very good friend for awhile. She would ditch me and try to join this “crowd” she liked. She wasn’t ever taking my calls or answering my emails for awhile. She was mean about me behind my back and treated me as if I was a moron. She was heavily wound up in herself and her “future career.” She also tried to keep Mike and I apart before we started dating. The truth was that she really liked him and was jealous how he’d flirt with me.
Anyway, Mike’s sister spoke to her not too long ago b/c they happened to be in the same class at college. The girl was all big and mighty bout going out of state and how you’re a redneck if you stay in state for college. Well, she did go out of state for 1 semester!. She came back and went to the local JC. But now, shes at my college. Oh yea, what she said. Apparently she was still talking about me b/c she was talking about me to Mike’s sister w/o even knowing t. When his sister realized it was me she told her how Mike and I had been dating for years and whatnot. She said she was sad we weren’t friends anymore. But she told her I was the one who just “ditched” my friends and how it was all my fault. All I could think is… my God, its been like 4 years, you STILL are pissed and blaming? Why do you even give a shit if we aren’t friends? IT WAS HIGH SCHOOL!? geez.

Uhg, I hope I don’t see her. I dunno how’d I’d act really. She’d probably try talking to me. GAWD I hate seeing people from high school. I’d probably just smile and nod and act like I didn’t hear bout her drug addiction and nasty boy-friends. Hahaha, skank. blegh. I hope she doesn’t move into this complex hahahahahaha!

So, what would YOU do if you saw her (you know if you had the history.) I just dunno how to feel, I’m gonna be paranoid at school forever :/ Why my school? blegh that means my city too :/ blegh blegh. Oh well, I hope if I do see her I’m with Mike, just because he’ll be all loud and break any sorta uncomfortable ice! hahaha.

posted at 9:41 pm ; Friday   

1. Rebecca said,

   February 27, 2004 @ 11:37 pm

   to be honest I would pretend I had amnesia and be like “I’m sorry but I don’t know who you are…” and run away

   ok it’s immature but … people who put you on the spot like that and expect you to be okay with everything they do are just so… fucking ignorant.

   bleh! hope you dont have to see her and feel all awkward >

2. tuan said,

   February 28, 2004 @ 1:23 am

   grow your nails long and keep them sharp

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