fits of rage (caution, nasty language)
Sunday, June 6th, 2004 | 14 Comments 
I seriously, physically get enraged when doing pointless bullshit busy work assignments for school. Mike came with me to the library today. I liked it, but, sadly, I “let” him do a lot of the work for me such as track down books and articles I need. I’m STILL not done either. Its such a bullshit assignment too >_<*. Its all to teach you "how to use the library resources." Holy fuck, I'm sorry, but I learned that in fuckin' 3rd grade.... shit (so pissed*note the cussing.)
We woke up late today *mmmm* and went to see a movie “Harry Potter…”. It was good, but we had to move 1 row up cuz these jerks were kicking our seats and talking about Looney Toon condems *retards.* I bought a new bathing suit top for our water park trip (June 24th). My bottoms of my old suit fit, but the top is horrifically too small… <_< I really hate my cup size now, they are too big for my small frame and hurt my back ;_;. Anyway~ sorry, I had to share. Its really hard letting go of your teen body image and accepting your 21 year old adult image.
I couldn’t find vol 3 & 4 of Hot Gimmick, so sadly, I gotta order them online. Maybe overnight delivery?! Hahaha.
I’m still pretty pissed bout having to password protect my blog. My daily internet life is now changed. And it makes me not even want to blog anymore. It sucks, this blog REALLY opened me up to considering my major of software engineering and focusing on web design. And thanks to my disrespectful Aunt, she’s ruining my career in a sense. I talked to Mike about it last night. About how much it really upset me. About how my relationship with my Aunt whom I spent living with for a summer in Spain is ruined by her nosy nature, and about how she didn’t care if she’s causing a rift between me and my grandparents too by getting them involved. It’s really upsetting. I even feel like emailing her, my grandparents, and even… wanting to reach out to my Dad of all people about it.
I’ve met so many great ppl through my open expression of my boring life and now its changed. Sure, I could leave it open and say I don’t give a fuck if they read it, but like I told Mike,
“They will read it, daily, then tell other family members bout what they read and then call me to discuss what they read. Be it a big deal or not, I gotta then TALK to them about what I blogged about!”
Last Thanksgiving, when I saw my Aunt last, all she talked to me about was my blog, not nicely, she would yell things across the room like when I said we were going to go ahead and go she responded,
“What!? You going to go home to blog!?!?” And she just keeping saying it like it was my life or something. I wanted to say *cynically* “No, I’m gonna go home and fuck my boy-friend. But you can read about it later on my blog if you like.”
Of course, that’s something I’d never say or even blog about. x_X
sigh,…. sigh sigh sigh. This summer; so far; sucking. I was working all weekend on homework, blegh, I better go, Mike’s staring me down wanting me to finish this lame assignment 
Jenny posted at 9:42 pm ; Sunday
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Jenny
OMG…that is so frikkin dumb. I am in great dislike of your aunt because of her lack of respect…her demeanor reminds me of Donkey from Shrek…no idea that she isn’t wanted in your business….damn. AWW!! YOU MUST BLOG!!! T__T Don’t leave the blogging world…I’ll have no one else to relate with about knitting…T__T
T_T *gets elephant tranquilizer* Let’s go aunt-hunting!! *cough* You can’t leeeaavveee, I love your wittiness and cute layouts!
;; hmm i really
ahhh i didn’t finish my comment. i accidently clicked grr sorry. …I really liked the comeback you thought of in your head XP
Sigh. She sucks. Well, I don’t know, she might swallow
But you have every right to be pissed about anything now. Mike is such a dear.
Eek..o_o;; I’m short! What am I going to do?
DD
So many people have seen HP. I want to >D No fair~
JEN YOU MUST BLOG! yeah thanks to your disrespectful aunt.. talking bout “strange” aunts.. I have one story for ya too.. my mom likes to take her around along with our trips togetha.. so she’s travelling abroad with us.. of course she’s on my mom’s side then.. ne? :( (well actually she’s nice.. she’s not THAT bad.. but remember.. we’re talkin bout strange aunts ne?”
okay.. u know i cut my fringe..
she TOTALLY doesn’t agree.. together with my mom.. in front of me.. she said.. it was cute.. but after she heard what my mom said (my mom hates my japanese fringe) :p LOL.. she said.. it was weird too.. in front of my mom, she said.. i look ugly n stuff.. eeek.. :(
hahahah Jen.. you’re scary when you’re angry! :p
Jen.. I really do hope that you’re feeling better *hugs*
anyway.. Mike is so sweet! ^^
Ganbatte on your assignments n stuff!!!!!!! go Jenny!!!!!!!
@_@; *Feelin’ the anger.* Lol, cursing from time to time keeps me from blowing up on some people. >_>; Whoo, HP! Sorry about the ignorant assholes that made you have to move. Ack! x_x Omg, I wanna stay in this teen body forever - *clings.* xD! Boobs are a pain - literally around that time of th month. *_* Omg. I’d be pissed about the Aunt thing too… I think you should confront her about what this blog means to you… I totally dislike having to do the password thing (though I do feel kind of improtant when doing so… xD!) It’s just a bit tedious. LMAO. TOo bad you didn’t say that to your aunt… that would have been hillarious.
;; Jen, it’s alright, I’m sure things will get better. 
! *Hugs!*
oh my.. *pats jen* feel sorry too. yeah, that kind of people that talking about another movie and kicking your seat while watching movie is sure annoying :( been there that too. hope that everything will turn out good soon…
I went online for 20mins yesterday then my mom told me i’ve had long enough and had to go off .__.” nvm nvm i’m online now!! i can comment again!! muhahaha!! go freedom of speech and right to privacy!! o__o; i’m a little hyper today, gomen. oooo!!! HOT GIMMICK!! I LOVE IT SOOO MUCH!! they don’t have it in this country but i read it online before and got up to vol 2? its so good!! i have a feeling that the guy she likes is actually her brother since her dad was a player or something then ran off? well she looks diff from her brother and i think her brother knows… i think i’m just blabbing off now… but i think her “brother” wants to get back at her dad or something by sleeping with her? o__o; errr… well… its so annoying when you get crap assignments. i understand that all a little too well but have to go through with it all… at least everyone else is suffering just as much as you?? lol it makes me feel a little better when i think of it like that… i’m mean… .__.” YOUR AUNT!! GR!! WHY IS IT (oops caps) why is it so hard for her to understand she has to understand and accept our wishes and RIGHT TO PRIVACY. GR. if i never blogged i would never have met you or lain and other great people friends and i’ll be even more antisocial and sad and lonely and sad and sad and sad…
Yeah! YOU MUST BLOG! Family sucks a lot! >.
hmmmm yeap jen.. i got another story too.. u know i used to talk to my parents about everything, i told them about happenings in campus, about my friends, whats happening to them and all that stuff.. i though yah.. everything would be safe with them, and it is SAFE cuz they don’t EVEN bother about it, that’s the idea *sigh* :(
well.. u know.. the stupidest thing they did was.. i told them about my friends ruined relations (A was fighting with B, like that) then they were like “We’re afraid that we’ve enrolled you to a wrong university, you’re now seem much more concerned to your friends and relations than your lessons, and all of your friends are like that too.” *double sighs* I was like.. x_x well.. well.. since then, I STOPPED telling them things..
However, your postcard just arrived!!!! ^^ thank you Jennn *hugssssssssssss* oh.. now i have to get my lazy big bum up and go to the post office.. ahhaha send those stuff I’ve written since long time ago for ya! :p
awwww… poor jen!! *pats*
eh?? why did my post got half deleted???!! oh no!! _
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