Wednesday Sep 27 '06

Something else to say (8)

Obviously, a tough few days including today. Mike & I had some bizarre streak going on and we fought 3 days in a row. Wasting precious free time angry with one another. The hardest part, I feel sometimes, is that I have VERY few girlfriends in relationships that can really relate or understand (most my friends are single.) Really, it’s mainly me getting advice from my Mom =_____=;;, which is sad and lame. But it’s comforting to hear that everyone has dumb fights and dumb things they can never meet eye-to-eye on and that…. love is hard. Is it human nature to hide the dark side of love??? Eh~ I spoke about this bullshit in my previous entry. Anyway~ Hopefully it’ll get better. Sometimes I just feel like beating my words into the side of Mike’s head!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!! CAN’T YOU JUST SEE IT MY WAY!?!? Everyone has times where they are sick of compromising. And there is so much bad talk of love failing. We eat up broken-heart films like crazy and idealize the “PERFECT LOVE.” But is it love if no one has to sacrifice for it??? How do you know the depth of the person’s heart if they’ve never had to give something up for the one they love???

OK, now I’m making myself nauseous on my “deep thoughts.”

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Godiva has these pumpkin truffles out for autumn. May I say, a bit disappointing. Yea, oh well. Not everything can be spot-on with pumpkin awesomeness.

I was trying to get to visit my family this October, but now it won’t be till November. My Mom has been stressin’ me out ’bout it too. Crying on the phone and then today saying “You have a full life” in a very weird way. I feel so guilted. I haven’t been there for over a year. But, even when I only lived an hour 1/2 away they only visited once & it was for Mike’s graduation. Why can’t THEY visit me!?!? Why can’t THEY be the ones to spend $400 to fly HERE!? ~sigh~ it’s been stressing me out for a few weeks now. Works hard too. I’m just so stressed, especially this week.

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Jen @ 10:22 pm ; Wednesday [url]
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Tuesday Sep 26 '06

Man I’m tired!!! Tomorrow it’s early to bed I think. (12)

So new layout for autumn~ I love it, only because it’s Miho Tanaka. Oh, and Mango I adore you for your last comment ~~!! Also, Nicole, yes it did say Miho was very special. The pink Miho layout is my default layout I use just for the heck of it.

Anyway, I’ll probably get sick of this layout fast though, yellow layouts have a short life-span with me . So bright really.

I hate to just blog about layouts like a tool, but I’m so damn tired!! I’m going to bed now. Will post images & such tomorrow.

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Jen @ 11:07 pm ; Tuesday [url]
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Monday Sep 25 '06

autumn (16)

yea, dork Mike was hovering over me while I edited this photo . It was a bit embarrassing, hahahaha!!! He kept pointing and saying, “I wish I dated a girl that pretty!” He’s such a dork.

I keep changing the layout here (yea for wordpress themes) because it’s autumn and I want a new autumn layout. Just ZERO time to make one right now~ It’s my Dad’s Birthday today. I just called him. *nervous laughter* we’re getting better at trying to have a conversation on the phone. BACKGROUND: We don’t get along and never talk. But the past is past, and calling him to wish him a Happy Birthday makes my Mom happy… and my Dad too, I’m sure ( I sent a card too.) Though… I heard my little sister call him “Dad.” …. WTF!? When I was 15 I once called him Dad (and not Daddy) and I got yelled at and told it’s “DADDY AND NOTHING ELSE!” Sigh~~~~ My sister is spoiled .

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My knit blog’s posts are all random now. I didn’t do anything to it & I tried restoring the database, but for whatever reason it’s randomizing the posts. I really need to do something with that poor semi-dead bloggie~

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Jen @ 7:57 pm ; Monday [url]
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Wednesday Sep 27 '06

Something else to say (8)