Wednesday Feb 28 '07

Self-indulgent Prick (20)

That’s me!!!! I wrote this LONG ass paragraph about how I go through phases of self-indulgent behavior where I shut everyone out. I don’t talk to friends or family and Mike always thinks something is wrong. But all it truly is, is a selfish, cold, and blissful indulgence of emotions, chaos, and music. Happy & Sad. Very fuck everything else because all that matters is how I feel. Which, of course, isn’t true… but… I think I’d lose my mind if I didn’t get like this every once in a while. The hard part is always getting out of my head and being selfless. Let’s see when I’ll be doing that next!! Probably soon…. it’s been about 2 weeks of this and, honestly, it’s exhausting (and no, I don’t need a “feel better” on this… b/c honestly it feels fuckin’ fantastic to be selfish :girlprincess mwahahahaha

God damn… another long @$$ paragraph. How’d that happen?!

I bought something that looks similar to this yesterday

I also thought I’d post some outfits from the newest Non-no that caught my eye.
Miho!

Damn Miho is SO cute! Mike sometimes says I look just like her which melts my heart (is that weird!?) I think he’s just trying to get into my pants with that line though :happycrying:

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Crazy Story

Oh yea! So our mail was getting stolen (as many of you might remember) some time ago. One of the things they stole constantly was our DVDs from our Blockbuster Rental Plan. WELL, Blockbuster let’s you trade a mailed DVD in at the store for an instant rental now. OK… well a movie we reported stolen last year just got traded into a store for an instant rental! Seriously, yes…. YES. The person who stole our movies is now using them to get free rentals at Blockbuster. We get email notifications when movies under our account are sent back to Blockbuster. They said they can’t really track who brought it in, but that it doesn’t affect or account b/c we reported the movies as lost/stolen already. Anyway…. WTF. WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE!!!!!!!????????

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Tuesday Feb 06 '07

Miho knows Jenny is sad (28)

from Miho Tanaka's blog Jenny is sad because she can’t put up with Realtors’ bullshit anymore. They don’t listen and seem to be trying to pressure her into skipping pre-qualification for home loans. They call her while she’s making dinner and throw random, sad numbers at her face. Jenny gives up.

I hope reading that was as awkward and uncomfortable as it was to write

Mike’s dealing with the house shit now. I’m out… I went into my usual defense mode… I slept. When I get really upset and overwhelmed I sleep. So… YEA!

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Update next morning

Mike sent this to me in an email, subject: LIES!

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Tuesday Jan 23 '07

Flowers (23)

Flowers from Mike I felt like shit today so I stayed home from work. It was quite miserable. When Mike got home from work he left these flowers on the table for me. They said get well soon and I love you and I miss you and I know you must be bored to death but cheer up. Not in that exact way or words, but you get the idea. They smell so lovely. I especially love the tulips (my favorites!)

Today I learned that I’ve turned into my father. I had called my boss to say I wouldn’t be in and at one point said something to the tune of, “I’d much rather be at work.” And as kiss-ass as that sounded… it was the fuckin’ truth.

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Jen @ 9:37 pm ; Tuesday [url]
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Wednesday Feb 28 '07

Self-indulgent Prick (20)

Crazy Story