Friday Jul 06 '07
When the distance hurts (17) 
I’m waiting 10 minutes to call my Dad. I just got off the phone with my grandmother. My Mom is in the hospital. She had sudden seizures last night and is still confused and disoriented. They don’t know what’s wrong. I’m over 1,000 miles away and I have no idea what to do. I’m waiting for my Dad to get back to her hospital room so that I can try calling her. She might not recognize who I am though since it’s over the phone.
I’m so upset. I’m so scared. They don’t know why she’s having seizures or why they have left her disoriented. They said that it’s not normal and brought in a neurologist.
She’s been sick on again & off again for 3 months with bronchitis. However we were beginning to fear she might have emphysema or lung cancer (she’s a lifetime smoker.) Other than that my Mom’s been healthy… so this is such a shock. And I can’t do anything! I’m no where near ANY family.. any friends for that matter. Thank God I have Mike. But I feel I’m letting her down. I need to know if I should buy a plane ticket. It sucks!!! I can’t get any information 
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Wednesday Jun 06 '07
When Jenny has a freak-out (26)
The past month my mood has been so phenomenal. Obviously my hormones were finally under control (read below for that.) But for the past 4 days things have gone sour. Maybe it’s the medicine [I’m on the “sugar pills” now.] Or maybe it’s work, or just life pissing on me little by little. But I feel so overwhelmed. I had a total freak out yesterday. My usual tactics for calming down didn’t help.. so I did my #1 cure for freak-outs… I changed my hair. I chopped off 2 inches worth of my side-swept bangs in order to have full, straight on bangs. And it made me VERY happy, and VERY calm.
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Rant about birth control, proceed with caution >>
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Jen @ 9:08 pm ; Wednesday (2 weeks ago) [url]
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