a post about a few negatives in my current life

Sunday, December 11th, 2005 | 11 Comments

OK, my recent posts have been superficial and lacking in my true feelings. Then I abandoned my blog for a week. Why? Well, it’s their fault. I still feel violated. Like this diary isn’t safe anymore. But you know what??????….. FUCK THAT! NO MORE PRIVATE POSTS JUST TO SPARE THEIR FUCKIN’ LAME FEELINGS. If you are still reading this, fuck off. My “roommate” and is psycho girlfriend must have ZERO life to still be reading this so it’s your own fault if you get upset. If you read this and get upset, then you can throw a baby-boo-hoo fit and storm out. And hey, while you’re out, get some bleach wipes for your stanky-ass bathroom won’t cha!????!!!

So, Mike and I are fighting again… big surprise. GOD, I really hate my living situation. I try so so so hard to clean everyday after I get home from work only to come home to stank everyday. Shit happened a few days ago and HOPEFULLY that won’t be the case anymore. But it doesn’t seem to matter. Mike & I are still on edge with each other. Everyone seems to forget we are in a fuckin’ ongoing relationship. HELLO!? Maybe our current situation is like, um, hard on us??? Ya think? Maybe? I dunno, think about it!!! Everything I do is a federal case. I wrote in the dust on the TV “Fuck off”, and it’s being investigated like I’m a war criminal. Lord forbid I write foul language for the hell of it!

OK, enough with the sarcasm. Seriously, this whole situation is straining our relationship. Sometimes I really want to move out.

So anyway, that’s not all I was going to say, but I forget the rest. I’m really on edge and I feel I need a drink. I’ve been coming home from work the past couple of days at 5:00pm and going to bed at 7:00pm, waking up at 6:00AM to go back to work.

A lot of GOOD things are happening as well, I just felt like venting out in the open right now.

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