So what if it is a placebo effect!

Sunday, November 12th, 2006 | 19 Comments

:girlsad: Since Friday a new guy has been moving in upstairs. It’s understandably noisy, however, I hope it stops soon. Either way, crazy lady moved out so, loud or not, at least our lives aren’t threatened! I’m trying to remind myself to enjoy the renting life while I can. When things break you don’t have to pay to fix or replace it, when you spill something you don’t care so much, and so on. But it’s kind of hard to see those things when you’re already paying rent that’s the same cost of a mortgage.

I’m so stressed about buying a house. The main concern is the down payment. We don’t have that much for one and it’s not like we’ll be getting any help from our family. I know there are other things you can do… but they hurt you in some other department.

Work is stressful, home is stressful, holidays are stressful, wedding is stressful.

I’ve been taking St. John’s Wort and now I’m taking Sam-e to help “promote a happy mood.” I took similar supplements when I was a teen and they helped some. I do feel like I get less anxious after things “happen.” So~ we’ll see. I wish I could just fast-forward life. Just wake-up when we’re married & have a nice quiet house.

Friends… I know it’s mid-November so I want to talk about something that may be a bit uncomfortable. It’s about Christmas. With concerns about a house and having to travel soon for family, I’d like to say that holiday shopping is going to be a little tight for me this year. So, if exchanging just cards or gifts not exceeding $5.00 would be cool with any of you that are pen pals please speak up !!! You can just leave a comment on this post if you like! It’s just that every year my Christmas list expands more and more. I have both my family and Mike’s and I have co-workers too now. So yea~ :gift:

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