healing… slowly

Monday, August 8th, 2005 | 14 Comments

I’m slowly coming to terms with everything. I don’t know. Just feels SO lonely still. I don’t want to talk about it really right now~

New layout is up. I don’t like it really. Not happy with it because it was rushed. I did it during finals week and am just putting it up to change the “place.” I wanted to make a Pookie tribute layout, but, it’s a little hard for me to see her pictures. I had a dream the other night. I kept seeing Pookie and the minute I turned and looked at her she’d disappear because I’d think “what are you doing here!?” So, in my dream I had to focus really hard and not think about how she wasn’t supposed to be there so I could actually hold her & pet her. I actually got to hold her and be with her one last time in my dreams. ~~~~~

Okay~ so what am I up to now that’s Uni is over? Sending letters, and applying for new jobs so I can move out of this hick town.

POST SENT TO:
Susan, Lorik, Minny, Amber, Miyu, Meru, Lain, …. um, I think that’s it. I don’t know, I went to the post about 3 times this week with a few more to come~

Thank you for the helpful comments Jennifer & jennifer & Livv & Lorik & Peach & Aimee & Alondra & Emma & Winniey & Lelah & LittleStar24 & Meru & Aleida & Billie & zap & Reiko & Joanna & lain & minnymiss & Leanne & coco & juley & kamille & tuan & mango & Jen

Mike finally bought a DS. I’m adoring it! Pac Pix is so cool!!!!!!! I’m addicted! To see my drawings come alive & eat things is bliss. Also got Kirby Canvas Curse (LOVE IT!) and the Mario 64 bundle. Mike says it’s great *I know the original was ;D* and he says this version is new enough to make it enjoyable again. I’ve yet to play (it’s his & he’s hogging it.)

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