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Wednesday, September 27th, 2006 | 8 Comments 
Obviously, a tough few days including today. Mike & I had some bizarre streak going on and we fought 3 days in a row. Wasting precious free time angry with one another. The hardest part, I feel sometimes, is that I have VERY few girlfriends in relationships that can really relate or understand (most my friends are single.) Really, it’s mainly me getting advice from my Mom =_____=;;, which is sad and lame. But it’s comforting to hear that everyone has dumb fights and dumb things they can never meet eye-to-eye on and that…. love is hard. Is it human nature to hide the dark side of love??? Eh~ I spoke about this bullshit in my previous entry. Anyway~ Hopefully it’ll get better. Sometimes I just feel like beating my words into the side of Mike’s head!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!! CAN’T YOU JUST SEE IT MY WAY!?!? Everyone has times where they are sick of compromising. And there is so much bad talk of love failing. We eat up broken-heart films like crazy and idealize the “PERFECT LOVE.” But is it love if no one has to sacrifice for it??? How do you know the depth of the person’s heart if they’ve never had to give something up for the one they love???
OK, now I’m making myself nauseous on my “deep thoughts.”
Godiva has these pumpkin truffles out for autumn. May I say, a bit disappointing. Yea, oh well. Not everything can be spot-on with pumpkin awesomeness.
I was trying to get to visit my family this October, but now it won’t be till November. My Mom has been stressin’ me out ’bout it too. Crying on the phone and then today saying “You have a full life” in a very weird way. I feel so guilted. I haven’t been there for over a year. But, even when I only lived an hour 1/2 away they only visited once & it was for Mike’s graduation. Why can’t THEY visit me!?!? Why can’t THEY be the ones to spend $400 to fly HERE!? ~sigh~ it’s been stressing me out for a few weeks now. Works hard too. I’m just so stressed, especially this week.
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Jenny @ 10:22 pm ; Wednesday [url]
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you know what?!
Wednesday, September 27th, 2006 | Comments Off
I can’t fuckin’ deal with you & your shit sometimes…. 3rd day in a row I’ve fought with you even though I was nice and told you I DON’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT PLANE TICKETS RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fuck, I DON’T WANT TO DISCUSS THANKSGIVING PLANE TICKETS RIGHT NOW!? I WANT TO COME HOME & RELAX. i’VE LOOKED AT TICKETS ALREADY TODAY AND YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT YOUR PLANS ARE! geezus fuckin’ hell!
all over plane tickets!!!! How can you not see how ridiculous you’re acting!?
Sigh~ It’s hard when 1 person thinks there’s issues and the other doesn’t. When Mike gets pissy I don’t know how to approach him to keep us from getting into a fight and yet he thinks we’re problem free. It’s just hard.
I know a lot of people are reading this and don’t know what to say or think.., “but you’re in love!? How hard can it be!?” Well, love can be AND IS hard. Hard Work. And hard work isn’t fun nor easy. You only realize what “work” means after the fact. If love were easy…. then 50+% of marriages wouldn’t end in divorce, right? Though people thought they were in love, and they WERE. How can both people be speaking the same language and yet can’t understand anything the other is saying?
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Jenny @ 7:01 pm ; [url]
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